Wednesday, November 21, 2012
@ 8:13 PM
I'd just like to say that this week, although filled with amazing people has been extremely stressful. I would usually not care if I screwed up my exams because that's just my attitude towards work, but this time... I went in prepared with an essay... I went in having studied Chem and having done Maths past papers. And I feel absolutely crap about how I went. And I hate to whine about exams, but this is probably one of the worst I've ever felt. At first, I was like oh hey, I'm not stressed at all & everyday this week I've been playing like an hour of bball after school and sleeping for hours after school, and then it hit me today that I was actually so stressed that I didn't feel stressed.... In the sense that I felt completely burnt out and demotivated. To be honest, I don't even know what I want to be anymore. I have no confidence in myself to get a 99.6+ ATAR for medicine, which was what I originally wanted to do.