A transient thought passed by my mind today. What if, i didn't come to Ruse? What would we be like now. Everytime I think about you guys, i think about endless friendship. The kind of friendship, where we don't need to see each other or talk to each other frequently to remain close. The kind where seeing each other would make our days and we'd just rejoice in having one another. I've come to realise that that kind of friendship doesn't exist. But I love you guys & I'll try harder if you do, because for what it's worth, we've grown up & it's time to leave all these immature feelings behind.

Just because I say ‘I hate you’, doesn’t mean I really mean it. It means ‘I love you, but why did you do that to me?’