I don’t like recalling the memories we shared together. I don’t like hearing your name whenever I’m talking to my friends. I don’t like remembering how close we were before and how we barely talk these days. I hate it when a lot of ‘what if’s’ come into my mind whenever I think about you. I hate how lonely I feel whenever I think about you, and how I miss you so much. But most of all, I hate how I can’t apologize and start a simple conversation with you.