I ended it today. I can't even describe how i felt at the time. Just super scared & i just wanted to run away. But we decided to be friends which is really super good. Because he's someone I definitely don't want to be my friend (:

But, it was a tad awkward for me today. It didn't feel right, even with Ptah, Yun & Flors there. But nevertheless, I went along happily (: It only started getting awkward when we reached cc & everyone was silent studying. I forgot my books, so I had nothing to do but look busy. I didn't want to make a big fuss about how weird it felt for me, so i went to the library. I had nothing to do. So I sat in one of the book aisles. I just sat, flipping through boring thick books in the science & literature section.