Have you ever experienced this time when all this commotion occurs && it seems as if God's just not there? Like no matter what Sunday School says about God's presence, you just feel like, ASIF he was there through all the shit I went through? Well, at church on Sunday I felt so shit, with all the JR homework. I felt so dumb. It's not that feeling when someone teases you though. It's kind of like the feeling that no matter how much work you do, at the other end of the table there's always another huge pile? It's endless && it bugs me because I want to read the Bible, I want to do devotion but i just can't find time. I'm such a slow reader as well, it takes me at least 30min to finish reading a single Chapter. I just think to myself, why isn't God helping me? Like why would he make me be unable to read his words? It's kind of like WTF? WHY?!