I don't know whether or not this has ever occured to anyone before but people saying the same thing in the time of a few days really starts you thinking. I've actually been told that I'm changing. && for me... when my friends from HGHS say that, it kind of hurts. Like 3 of my uber close friends are already telling me that I've changed. They say the same thing, " WHAT HAS RUSE DONE TO YOU?!" && you I just feel SO BUGGED BY IT. I mean out of their mouths it's just like a small thing, but to me it's BIG you know. And I just feel so sorry for myself and towards them because of how I react. Like my bestfriend was like stop taking the stress that JR is giving you out on me && I just felt SO bad. I'm Sorry man. Srsly.