I feel like a useless idiot.
Like... you want to stop them, but you can't?
Like the decision is just not up to you or the other person.
All you can do is watch, not knowing whether the day is creeping nearer or not.
When he said "I'm preparing you guys for whenever God asks me to go somewhere else"
My maths books got drenched && when I moved it away, two puddles just formed on my table. I was so shocked && like I didn't even realise I cried so much until I looked down at my pools of tears. I never knew that he meant that much to me. Like no offense but I really didn't! But if I cried this much... he does right? Either way, I'm not prepared. PLEASE don't Leave