I promised myself that I'd read the bible everyday.
Reflect on my behaviour && my thoughts daily.
Build up my relationship with God except now.
I just can't be bothered? Like I just think, meh do it tommorow.
Then tommorow i'm like too busy, maybe later.

I'm a bad Christian. I can't apply anything I learn from Sunday School into my life.
I can never fulfill my promises I make to God. I always forget to pray for my family&&friends who still don't know Jesus. I always do things my way instead of God's. I think selfishly. I don't love uncontrollably, like I should. I can't love my enemies or respect my parents. I feel like God's not with me.