Somehow it hurts when all my other friends call each other && I'm the only one who doesn't get called. Before we used to call each other every fcuken 2 days, what happened?
Is it because I'm leaving... that it doesn't matter anymore. This is gay. If only I could rewind time...
If only I could be happy with them... If only I could stay then it would matter if i told them... But I can't do anything. I'll just sit by & watch them roll past slowly... like clouds.
